I wrote this on the train this morning - Billy 2 Months 2 months since I've seen your face 2 months since that day 2 months of loneliness 2 months of empty space You're a ghost now A wisp in the wind A breath from the angels' wings A ripple on the lake 2 months … Continue reading 2 Months
Dear All - this is Bill, Heather's husband. As I believe everyone knows by now, our sweet Heather passed away peacefully in our home back on Friday August 10th. This continues to pain me and our girls beyond all belief, and I see no end. A few weeks prior, she mentioned to me that if … Continue reading Spirit Moves Through All Things……….
It seems once again I let too much time go by without posting an update. So it goes, I suppose. Life of a MOM, while living with Metastatic Breast Cancer. My daughters last day of school is this Friday, and they are booked up with camps and all that good stuff. We may carve out … Continue reading Beast in Me (And the importance of being your own Health Advocate!!!)
It's been a few months since i have written here. My apologies. A lot of us speak frequently on the phone, or we text often, see each other in person (the best!) or you may see some updates on social media. If you are a new follower, welcome! I hope this page can be of … Continue reading Potluck and The Scenic Route
Hi my sweet friends and family. I am sitting here on a Friday listening to Prince. He came to me in my dreams the other night like an angel all dressed in tight white sequins. We were backstage at some Theatrical party my friend Frank was having. It was a great scene. The vibe was … Continue reading I WOULD DIE 4 U
We all have too many hang ups. Speaking for myself, I'd say so at least. Or at least as I sit here after my 15th chemo and cold capping, this seems to be true. Or was. Hopefully, now I can get past all the bullshit before it gets worse! Too many people are steeped in … Continue reading Hang Ups and Loving Yourself
via Holidays came Early!
As you all know, i had 3 scans on Friday. With so much happiness and excitement, relief and JOY, the news i am sharing with you is GOOD SCANS! Though there is still cancer in my body, there was overall shrinkage of 54%!!!! Friday was grueling as i wasn't allowed to eat before my first … Continue reading Holidays came Early!
After 9 nine rounds of chemotherapy and a 3rd 21 day round of the Hdak inhibitor (the drug being tested on this clinical trial), tomorrow is my big scan day. Feeling so anxious (hence, the term scanxiety) but also just not at all. It's weird. If we do not find any cancer progression, then i … Continue reading Scanxiety 11/30/2017
Everyone is always asking me how i am feeling, so i would like to address this. I am feeling pretty darn good! My 8th chemo was this past Friday. My next one will be on Wednesday, the day before Thanksgiving. What is astounding is that i still have my hair. Why do I still have … Continue reading Cold Capping and Chemo